were it not for you, I would not know the joy of being who I am
I would not know the immense power within me
I would not have experienced the palpable sensation of it
were it nor for you
I would not know that I am the woman I always wanted to be
I would not know exactly what I’ve always wanted
and how it feels to live it
I would not have known just how much I could open myself
without giving up a single aspect of myself
but rather, gaining more
without a mere moment (in the greater scheme of it all)
none of this would have shown itself to me
the ecstasy in myself
the sheer bliss of flow
the undeniable, mysterious strength of a woman
I would not have known just how much I value myself
I wold not have know the experience that such value brings to a relationship
the true feeling of partnership
being a team
my strengths, your strengths
weaknesses complimenting eachother
2 nudging eachother
when even they, so strong, infallible, get weary
I would not know
true respect
utter admiration, moment to moment
I would not have known safety,
pleasure
without you I would not have tasted the freedom I always seeked
that seemed to keep me apart from love
I found the kind of freedom I search for, right there with you
the one that can’t be described in words
a quiet (and powerful) soaring
a true knowing
I would not believe that my belief about men is truer than true
that men like you are real, and tangible
and that men like you, attract women like me
a mere moment has defined who I am
what I want
how much I love it
in ways more solid that I could have ever imagined
and yet unexplainable to a human soul
power
Q♥