I know you think you’re lost
but you were never lost when you knew how to open my heart better then I could
when I stood before you not even knowing how closed I was
how did you know how to reach into my shell
without even cracking it
did you know the magic you were doing?
and when you would lay beside my bed
on the floor
watching me sleep, holding my hand
why did you fight your heart that way
I can still remember your hands on my bare skin
that night, they cooled my body
warm from slumber
and now, as I apply the balm on a wound
the way you taught me
I remember you caring for me
I try to push you out of my mind
knowing you have gone
there is no reason for me to wait for you
I know you want to know who will still be around
but I was never gone, my heart never left your side
even closed, it waited for you to open me
and now open, all it wants is pour its love into yours
why is it that you leave when I finally open my heart?
especially this time, when it was you who opened it.
Q♥