The greatest remedy for death is life
The greatest response to dying is living.
I hold steadfastly to this belief since we said goodbye,
the same way you are steadfastly at work in my life since forever
only now, there is less human resistance
now you have the power to be everywhere I always thought you couldn’t be
I flipped through the first pages of my special order and realized it was you
I could hear your voice
I could feel you
I started to cry, right there in the streetlight haze
first because it hit me, for the millionth time
you are gone
every time I think it, it feels like the first time again
utter shock
then I cried with a smile
because you’ve found a way to speak to me
to be with me
through a love we both share so deeply
now I know where to turn when I need you most
and I know even when you’re everywhere
you’ll especially be there
You are so loved.
~Suzy-Q