It’s like you want it to be over he said to me

it shocked me

reminded me of you, slowing me down

of course I want it to end

the question mark, made into a period.

I want to feel, to feel deeply


for someone else

now that you are gone

I want to know you are never coming

that you will be never be the one, on my doorstep

that you won’t come looking for me

I want to feel, deeply again

like I don’t want time to end

but right now, everything is about getting it to end

so I can not feel the void that is you, gone

not loving me

always wild and untameable

prevents me from replacing you until it is real

inside that the void that is now you

I want to feel deeply again

someone else’s heart inside mine again